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One SecondDear You,
Yes, I know what you're thinking:
"There's that creepy girl again,
the one that stares at me all day
and gets all nervous when I'm around."
But I have a lot to tell you,
even if you're not reading this,
so just bear with me.
You- yes, you- are ruining my life.
I used to be so content with myself,
convinced that love was pointless
and dating people is just a hassle.
I knew that looks didn't matter,
that I should look out for myself
and not care what other people think.
What have you done with that girl?
I'm wasting all my time on you,
and I know that, but I can't stop.
I worked so hard on that project,
hoping it would be per
I'll Kill her BelarusxRussiaxreader
A/N:I actually like Belarus. I just thought the song fit. Enjoy!
So, of course, you were supposed to call me tonight you were supposed to call me tonight...
Ivan picked a sunflower from his flourishing garden and slipped the engagement ring on the stem before tying a (f/c) ribbon on it.
He smiled and practiced his 'speech' to his scarecrow "____ ____, 2 years ago on Christmas eve we met. I've loved you ever since,nobody can make me feel like you do. You're my most beautiful,brightest sunflower! I Я буду лю
JuliaShe’s the kind of girl people write books about.
Rides bikes too fast - - no hands, hair in flames eyes too.
Barefoot, dirt smeared, picks dandelions with her toes.
Train-track balancing act,
backyard trapezes laughter,
She paints her walls with memories.
Ceiling too. Me as well.
I find treasures in her soul.
She makes mine.
She has gypsy legs and a homeland heart I cannot steal.
A living poem I can’t rewrite –
the kind of girl summers are made of.
dysmorphic weatherspring came late this year
snow arrived along with april
and i found myself wondering
if this was what the whole year would be like
it wouldn't surprise me
given the recent events
pathetic fallacy and all that
Missing From The WorldSometimes, I’m missing from the world,
But no one even cares.
Oh look, they’re playing a game,
I wish I could join.
My feet move like clockwork,
They’re moving towards the group.
My hand reaches out to them,
But I’m instantly shoved away.
Pray I don’t die lonely.
Tears fall from my face,
I run towards the sea.
Its arms comes closer to me,
I can’t help but to smile.
I’m standing in the puddle,
I’m ankle deep with my emotions.
Why am I ‘scary’?
I feel as if I’m dying inside,
The light went dark.
There’s someone running to me.
Come to me nowI need him closer
I need him now
Kissing me hard
Pushing me back
Pulling me in
Pinning me down
Picking me up
Just come here
Come to me now
Feel my curves
Bite my lip
Kiss my neck
Bite it if you please
Just come here
Come to me now
To feel your lips
tracing down my jaw
Your warmth over coming me
Giving me chills
Just come here
Come to me now
These Past Weeks.These past weeks have been the best
Although I know that they could end in a flash,
And I know you may just want to leave it all behind
But I'll never forget it, cause it changed my life.
Every second that our lips touched
I felt a little bit of my heart heal,
I felt it explode in my chest...
I felt as if I slipped out of my mind, and straight into yours.
I would gladly give up this gift, my power to write
Just to hold you for another long night,
And I would give up my heart for you
Just to know if I could trust you to hold it,
But now, as far as I'm concerned, you've had it from the first kiss.
AwayThe stars are all I can see.
As I lay in grass.
So scared to see sunlight.
Because when I do…….
I have to leave you.
I'll have to leave your arms.
Your strong embrace.
It sings to me like a lullaby.
It's ruining my lullaby
It seems you have a new scar every day
The sunlight is showing
Now I have to leave
Away from the camp
Back to the Allies
Away from the Axis
Away from you
Even though you're the enemy
I can't help but love you
Upon the Final NotesA dance is a dance, a twirl in the night
Begging for a reason, kindling to the flame.
Friendly words whisper to friendly ears,
Of times done and gone.
Lips smile, brushing a soft shoulder,
Begging the heart to make a mistake.
Only will remains, struggling,
Just to persevere.
My Rescued Heart.“This is just another time my pencil touches the paper
And just another time my heart pours out on this page,
Just another time I trust everyone with my deep feelings
And another time for me to forget about rage.”
This time it’s for love and not for the pain
Cause I can’t think of that, not when I’m this sane,
I feel so alive unlike when I lied, unlike when I cried,
All of the pain and regret I held onto fades away.
Now after so many nights of fighting for my heart
In more ways than just that small number one,
I finally have it in my hands, I feel love for myself
And I feel love for every moment I can spend wit
AschLuke: A Fiery FlameTitle: A Fiery Flame
Author: D.R. Ward
A Fiery Flame
I should hate you.
I should wish for your death,
I should wish for your demise.
I should wish for you to perish,
Because you have been living as a disguise.
But I don't.
I should want to punch you,
And beat you,
Until I had my everlasting fill.
But I cannot.
Luke, you changed....
I used to be able to hate you, I did, Luke....
I fall into your arms,
Wishing for this to end,
But wishing it would never in the same.
And yet, I wonder....
How did you do this to me?
A mere Replica!
I should be able to crush you!
My LoveOver the course of a few years
I set myself a mission that came with its fears
It came with its dark times
Times when there weren't many rhymes
Through many conflicts and decisions
I set myself to a new destination
One that was nice and very peaceful
A sanctuary that was to be very hopeful
I realized it as soon as I saw you
You had reminded me of everything that was true
I did not know you would make a big hit
On my feelings and emotions and she didn't even try
I knew it was her when I saw her eyes
Sparkling and beautiful like I hit the grand prize
I knew it was her when I heard her voice
A soothing melody and I knew she was a good choice
HeartbreakSo this’ll be,
The general heartbreak story,
the heart isn’t ever broken gently,
This’ll be the worst shattering of your heart,
breaking into a million pieces,
and tossed over their shoulder.
Landing on the ground,
never to look back,
shamelessly, carelessly, mercilessly.
The loss of ones heart,
the vital organ one simply
The pieces to your broken heart,
the tear stained pieces,
the dirty pieces,
the sun worn and water faded pieces.
Never to be glued back together,
never to be strung back together,
never to be taped back together.
There will always be cracks in your broken heart
Why do I love you so much?Why is it?
Why is it you always love the one you can never be with?
This world’s so cold.
Everyday, I see you at school.
I came up to your face really close once.
I wanted to kiss you.
It took everything I had not to.
I’ve loved people before.
But no one like you.
I love you with all my heart and more.
It hurts to say it’s true.
Because you’ll never be with me.
Even though I want you.
I think about you every second of my day.
I want to be with you,
When you are away.
My best friend loves you too.
What am I to do?
Everyone says I look like you.
I guess maybe I do.
Tables TurnedCome take a seat.
'Cause I've got alot to say to you.
Things you would never expect to hear from me.
Crawling on the floor to get to you.
Begging at your feet for you to take me back.
Ha, well that's all over now.
Take the truth and fill it with lies.
Take your heart and turn it cold.
Oh, but thats not at all the kind of person I want.
No, not this time around.
Pretending such things never happened.
Thats where I made my mistake.
But those mistakes stop now.
Talk your lies to me.
Come on, feed them to me.
Wanna look me in the eyes and pretend your real?
Might as well look away.
'Cause baby, you don't phase me at all.
You're So PatheticAll this time,
Its been me being the one whose sorry.
The one thinking everything went wrong because of me.
Well those thoughts all wash away now.
Ive woken up,
Now youre the one who deserves to get the blame.
How stupid I was for chasing after you after those things you said.
What was I thinking writing all those poems to you?
Telling you I loved you.
Telling you I needed you.
Begging for one more chance.
Promising you that Id change.
What the hell was I doing?
You dont deserve to have me crying over you.
Those words of hate you threw at me,
The shoulders you turned while I fell to the floor.
My Tragedy _True StoryAs he rips the clothes from my body,
I feel my limbs start to shake.
My body screams inside of me.
Cries of help.
Pleading to be saved.
His hands like needles grab my wrists,
Im dragged to the bed and with flaming eyes piercing their way into me,
A bed has always seemed so comforting,
But not this one.
This time it feels like a cement block.
A hole to suck me in.
I try to get up.
I lift my shoulders and push from there.
But he sits on top of me and his force pushes me back down.
Spread your legs he says as his hands rip between them.
I squeeze them together as tight as I can but his strength is too bi
Everything Changed...Its funny
The way things seem to work out.
I guess I just never thought I would get caught up in all of it.
I never thought I would care so much.
But it looks like everyone is wrong at some point in their life.
And heres where Ive found out I was wrong from the beginning.
Missing someone was never a problem for me.
I was never attached enough to feel their absence.
Crying was something that took a lot to come out of me.
And no one knew but me.
Staying up late, just to think of someone
That never happened.
Writing love notes,
Spending an hour just to make sure every word had meaning
All I Really Mean Is...15 poems,
A month and a half later
And Im still not over you.
Nothing will bring you back.
Your pictures haunt my vision,
Your voice lingers in my ears.
The smell of your embrace still lingers throughout your hoody.
Everything that once made sense,
Has found its way out of my life.
The warm feeling I get when I feel safe,
Will never overcome my body again.
I try to find the answers still.
Wondering how you could forget me.
How you could loose all passion in us.
I wish it never had to happen.
I wish you never left my side.
Id give anything to erase this mess.
But with all
Surrender To The MusicOn the top of the mountains
Dancing near the sun.
Sun rise and sun set,
Still you are not there.
Ive surrendered myself to the music.
Oh, the beautiful steps Ive taken.
Swaying in the rays of sun.
I dance so freely.
But each time I surrender and fall to my knees,
Im hoping that will be the time youll be there to catch me before my knees are allowed to reach the ground.
I put my arms in the air to reach for you,
But they havent found you yet.
So as I surrender to this music,
I surrender to hope.
The hope that you will be there as I land,
I no longer have to wish for.
I know that no matter how many
Bring You BackI wish I could bring you back,
Show you all the good in life -
Everything you forgot to live for.
Take a walk with me,
Ill let you see everything thats gone on.
Show you whats happened to the person you took your life for.
Oh, if you only knew the kind of person she has turned into.
Lies on top of mind games,
Smiles hiding the evil to her plans,
Someone who will never stop breaking hearts.
If you only knew then she wasnt worth it.
I understand everything you felt.
Every question that lingered in your mind.
The need to die was strong, I know.
If only I could have grabbed your hand before you jumped.
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